My Past Pessimism Life

I was a pessimism person, in fact, I should use is. But I am trying my

best to chang.


I am not a lucky guy. Life always plays jokes on me. When I was early

youth,I was full of ambition. But life changing makes me like a stupid

clown. From middle school, I lost my confidence, passion, of course

include optimism. I started to be afraid of everything. Whenever I fall

in trouble, the worst scene will be firstly found by me. And then, I

will be under cloud for a long time. It seem that there are a lot of

rain in my life ... ...


"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees

the opportunity in every difficulty." I know this for a long time, but I

cannot agree with it completely. I am a pessimist and I also can see

opportunity in difficulty. The problem is I am afraid. Abusolutely I know

after the difficulty there are more opportunities, but I just feel fear

that I cannot go out from the troubles.


I believe that problems make me strong. Even though I am still around by

bad luck, I can face them bravely now. I think that is progresses. The

time that I feel helpless is getting less, and I begin to know how to

cover myself.


I am not the little chicken any more ... ...

Xena and I

I am not a person who is good at making friends. I always feel shy to

talk with others. Before I came here, I was really worried about this.

But I am so lucky that I met Xena. In fact, we are not the same kind

of people,but not completely different.


She is outgoing and likes to make new friends. That is the things I

always can not do very well. What is more, she is full of knowlege.

She can speak four langusges. That is what I want, but I can not do

that. I have learned a lot from her. I take her as my idol.


Comparing with her, I am just a stupid girl. I have all the

characteristics that she doesn`t like, such as stupid, no fashion,

childish and so on. She is also suprised why we can be good friends.

Actually, I am also suprised, but I am suprise why I am so luck that

I can meet her. You know, I am always the underdaog who is surrounding

by bad luck.



Ryoko and Sunny

My Superpower

I am a daydreaming girl. I am always in a visional world. One of my

dreaming parts is about my superpower.


To be a people who can change things, like a magician, is my favourite.

That is so cool to do that. I will not tell anyone about this, and do

everything on the sneak, like spiderman, especially for lover. You can

imagine how suprise your couple will be, when he or she knows that you

are the hero. That will be full of fun.


And then when I feel tired of doing this or I wanna live as common with

my sweetheart, I will give my power to another guy to continue protecting

the world. At last, Like all the fairy tales, the princess and the prince

had a happy life. The new superman keeps fighting against with evil ......


Patty and Royuko

What do you want me to convey?

I had seen a lion in a poor zoo. You can not imagine how wretched its situation is.

It seem that the lion just has bone, there is no meet on its body. There are not too

many tourists, so the zoo can not afford its daily meals. What an old forest king!

No more ambition, no more ferity,it just stayed like a rabbit, waitting for a simple

meal.Of course you can imagine that how much complaint it will say, if the lion

could speak. That is tearful, so I do not want to talk about the poor animals.


Instead I would like to talk about my dog, if she could speak. She is a rough

Collie, an her name is Lulu. My brother always trains her grimly with violence. I

think if she could speak, she will complaine about my brother`s severity. But that

is not the things she most would like say ... ... When I do not feel happy or I am

in trouble, I always like to grouse to her. Sometimes if I am really angry, I

will "ravage" her or go outside for a walk for 4 or 5 hours. She is not good at

runing, so you can inference that how forlorn she was! But I also share my happiness

with her. It seems better... ...


From what I have stated abouve, you may safely get the result that Lulu will say a

lot of bad words about me, if she could speak. So it is better that she can not

speak! I know that is so selfish, but I have no choice. She should keep my secret!



Sunny, Patty

The song

I am not good at music. Tell you a funny story. When I was 6 years old, my mother wanted me

to have some fortes. So she sent me to the music class to learn how to sing. Unfortunately, from

that time, I started to go off-tone ... ....


Becase I can not sing very well. I do not listen music too much. But by accident I heard a song in

my sister`s car, I got into the song. That is a Chinese song, "No cry". I like the lyric, " Not

allowed to cry, I do not want loaded poor innocent.... ..." Maby it is a little same as my situation,

so after going back home, I found it and listened it again and again. Till now I also listen it a lot.


Now I am learning enjoying songs. Personally, I like the lyrical and soft songs. That kind of songs
makes me relax, even though it is a little sentimental. I am enjoying this now, and mabey shortly
I can accept the heavy metal music.

Mai, Sunny, Patty!

Seasons

Pleasant spring, hot summer, the hearty autumn and cold winter in China formed a charming

four seasons.

I was borned in summer. Based on reason, I should like summer , or the opposite, winter. But

on the contrary , I had collaposed of heat strok three times, when I joined in the collective

activities in high school. What is more, cold makes me sleep, like the hibernating animal. As a

result, I prefer spring and automn better. So totally in China, I can just enjoy myself for

6 months.

From what I have stated, you may know that I am satisfied with the weather in California,

expect for the dry atmosphere what makes my skin hurt badly. Personally I think, enjoying the

seasons that you like is a kind of eudaemonia. I am so lucky ... ...



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My Phobia

Dogs are always taken as a kind of phobia, I really want to against injustice for them but I can`t,

even though they are cute. Because I also have fears that I can not overcome, mabey others do

not think that should be a kind of fear.

I do hate things that are very sharp just in front of my eyes. Owing to my rich imagination, that

can make me crazy! When the incisive stuffs are in sight, such as penpoint the most familiar one

that I am afraid of, I will envisage it was in my eye. And then you can conceive of the bloody

image. That is really bloodcurdling, right?

You can`t imagine how I get this sort of phobia. Once I kept my mother company to do

dacupuncture when I was mabey 8 years old, I heard a lady told the acupuncturist that she was

always afaid of sharpe things and wanted him to heip her. And then I started to fancy why she

was afraid of that, and I was so stupid that I used the pen to experiment unpon myself.

Unfortunately, when I got back home, I found I became the second one ... ...

How softheaded I was at that time. Till now, I still can not face my fears. My dear amigos, I

have told you my phobia, please, please do not use sharp things pointing to me. Or I will bite

you ...


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American Traffic V.S. Chinese

Taking 15 or half an hour or even 45 minutes waiting for bus makes people out of mind here.

The same as taxi, you can`t stop a taxi on the street. If you want to take a taxi, make sure you

have a taxi driver`s phone number! I guess that is the biggest difference of transpertantion

system between USA and China.

The raboit public traffic leads almost everyone owns a car in U.S., because no one wants to spend

time on unnecessary waiting. As a result, it is ordinary to find a American family with 4 or 5 cars.

And that also makes a mass of air contamination.

On the coutrary, because of the huge population, our government trys to solve the traffic

congestion problems and the pollution. Therefore, they make the public traffic convenient. Public
bus is about every 3, 5 minutes, and taxis can be found evereywhere. What is more? In China,

the private cars should pay more to the government every year. And it is really a difficult job to

get a driver licence.

Every coin has two sides, I don`t think the express public transportation is propitious to develop

our car industry. And the American way is also a kind of relax and enjoyable in life ... ...



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