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Saturday, February 28, 2009

My Past Pessimism Life

I was a pessimism person, in fact, I should use is. But I am trying my

best to chang.


I am not a lucky guy. Life always plays jokes on me. When I was early

youth,I was full of ambition. But life changing makes me like a stupid

clown. From middle school, I lost my confidence, passion, of course

include optimism. I started to be afraid of everything. Whenever I fall

in trouble, the worst scene will be firstly found by me. And then, I

will be under cloud for a long time. It seem that there are a lot of

rain in my life ... ...


"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees

the opportunity in every difficulty." I know this for a long time, but I

cannot agree with it completely. I am a pessimist and I also can see

opportunity in difficulty. The problem is I am afraid. Abusolutely I know

after the difficulty there are more opportunities, but I just feel fear

that I cannot go out from the troubles.


I believe that problems make me strong. Even though I am still around by

bad luck, I can face them bravely now. I think that is progresses. The

time that I feel helpless is getting less, and I begin to know how to

cover myself.


I am not the little chicken any more ... ...

3 comments:

Sunny said...

Of course, you are neither stupid nor timid. You're brave because you left your country and came to the U.S. to seek your dream. I believe you will be very confident soon. Anyway, you really like Shin Hae-sung.

Sean said...

That's an interesting point you bring up, Elaine. Perhaps pessimists are just afraid to take the chances that optimists aren't afraid to take.

Patty said...

Sometimes lucky,sometimes unlucky.
Maybe thia is life(?)